Reflecting

looking back on the past few months, i am reflectiong back on my behaviors. Master Eden is correct. I am an appalling drama queen, i am not a pleasing beast. though i think i am being pleasing, and i strive to be the best beast i can be, i have to prove how smart i am and not live by the "seen not heard creed". Though i may feel others are incorrect in how they handle things, it doesnt mean they are. Gor is Gor, and shit is not fair here. I did get the chance to spend some some time as a free, and learned that not everyone can be a free, let alone a Master/Mistress. Though you may not agree with my conclusion, this is what i have come to

btb means
Free are never wrong, even when they are
Gor is Gor, and shit's just not fair.

I want to be the best beast i can be, and if i can accept that, then i can achieve what i strive for, and that's to please my Master, by pleasing those that stand with him. i pray to the PKs that i can, and i humbly appologize to anyone i may have pissed off by by my actions.

We're not in Kansas any more, Toto...

Ok, so i haven't kept you up to date on my journal, so i will try and get you up to speed in this entry. As you know, my Master freed me and that lasted all of 4 days. During that time as a free, i visited my brother's village, Noviminae. At first glance it looks a little too quiet, i am shown the outside fort, the outside tavern, Slaver's Island, yes folks theres an island in the middle of the village where the Slaver's Quarters are, along with the kennels and auction block. and then i am shown the villas. taking everything into consideration, and knowning my Master's frustration with finding housing in a village or city that has activity, i take a leap of faith and decide to move in... and it was one of the BEST decisions this beast made. i met several of the residents my first day there, when i was still free, and was welcomed warmly. Fast forward to yesterday when i re-submitted, and no one blinked and eye or treated me any differently((well you know what i mean)) my Master and his beast have been we truely accepted into this village. and this village i once thought was quiet is anything but. there has been excitement from day one. the most memorable one was today, when a naked traveler, so i gave him my silks to cover himself. well he took it upon himself to touch me where only my Master should, so i drew my bow and shot him, over and over again. my first capture in the new city. my newly captured pet,and i call him flower, collared to me til my Master can administer the punishment he deserves for assulting his property... he better pray to the PKs that my Master is having a good day when the time come...