Reflecting

looking back on the past few months, i am reflectiong back on my behaviors. Master Eden is correct. I am an appalling drama queen, i am not a pleasing beast. though i think i am being pleasing, and i strive to be the best beast i can be, i have to prove how smart i am and not live by the "seen not heard creed". Though i may feel others are incorrect in how they handle things, it doesnt mean they are. Gor is Gor, and shit is not fair here. I did get the chance to spend some some time as a free, and learned that not everyone can be a free, let alone a Master/Mistress. Though you may not agree with my conclusion, this is what i have come to

btb means
Free are never wrong, even when they are
Gor is Gor, and shit's just not fair.

I want to be the best beast i can be, and if i can accept that, then i can achieve what i strive for, and that's to please my Master, by pleasing those that stand with him. i pray to the PKs that i can, and i humbly appologize to anyone i may have pissed off by by my actions.