The boy becomes a beast...

What is the sign of a true slave? Is it the collar around his neck? Or the mark upon his flesh? Nay these are outward symbols that show others that he is indeed owned, but are not the sign of a true slave. Today i was branded, and the branding is the final act of total submission, and having those that are close to me be there to witness it made the occasion even that more special. The act of being branding, totally and completely accepting you fate, and who, nay WHAT you are shows you are a true slave. and today i am no longer just a boy owned by my Master,

I am:

The beast of Master Kreios...

and i love you my Master, and today my fire has grown to an intensity i did not know possible. This brand is much more than a blemish on my skin. my Master took the time to have an iron made to show that not only was i a kajirus, but i was His kajirus.It shows that he has never given up on me, even when i have given up on myself. It shows that he truely WANTS me at his feet, and for that i am grateful i love you my Master...Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow...

THE BRANDING

[08:05] Kreios Ares turns and fixes his intense green eyes on his lad and motions him to the platform

[08:06] Kreios Ares mine!

[08:06] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ walks to the his Master

[08:06] CДΓCH rubbed his hands together... al excited for his brother

[08:07] Thor Hilltop: follows boys way with his eyes and is happy about him

[08:07] Snow Songlark: watches bubbie, all scared and excited for him... smiles big

[08:08] Mindi Kondor look to her both boys and start to think about a brand.....than she shackes her head ....not now ...to early for them

 [08:08] Jason blinks and looks at the stage

 [08:08] Kreios Ares Mine, it has been a long journey to this point

 [08:10] Kreios Ares to your feet lad, and move to the cross... facing it

[08:11] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ stands, lowers his head and walks to the front of the cross

[08:11] Jason watches silently as the slave walks to the cross

 [08:13] Thor Hilltop: *ponders if he has his dragon blood paste with him to heal the wounds

[08:13] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ stands, glances up at the cross and swallows, knowing what is about to happen

 [08:13]  Kreios Ares  reaches up and deftly binds his boy's wrists to the cross, then bends down and similarly binds his ankles

 [08:14]  Kreios Ares  I have watched you for many months, and from early on knew you belonged to me, before you realized it yourself

[08:14] null Aries: greetings Masters and Mistresses null whispers, smiles up to brother evaristus and his proud Master

[08:14] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ pulls slightly against the bonds

[08:15]  Kreios Ares  I was fortunate enough to be part of your training, and watched you go from a boy who I hardly had the time for, to a kajirus that I am proud to have at my feet

[08:16]  Kreios Ares  moves to the brazier and checks the brand, but places it back for a moment more until it glows white hot

[08:16]  Kreios Ares  Mine, in a moment you will be branded, and will forever wear a mark that shows you are mine... you are owned... you are slave

 [08:17] CДΓCH wraps and arm around his mistress leg and leaned against her he lets out a sigh as he hears the masters words... he smiled beeing happy for his brother. 'Oh must he be proud' he whispered to his brother

 [08:17] Kreios Ares pulls the iron from the fire and walks to his boy

[08:17] null Aries looks with admiration at how much brother has grown, knowing his Master is proud of his realization of his true inner flame to serve

[08:18] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ watches as his Master goes to the coals, and watches as his Master approaches, he begins to bite his lower lip

 [08:18] Kreios Ares be calm mine, or it will not go so well, I want a perfect mark on my property

[08:19]  Kreios Ares  walking up close, in a swift movement he places the brand firmly on his lad's skin just above his right shoulder, and holds it there a full 5 Ihn, the skin sizzling

 [08:20]  Mindi Kondor feel catch arms and his head she let her hand caresses his head ...pulls on the other leash, so jason get yanked closer to her so she can caresses both of her boys ...

[08:20] null Aries: shutters at the sound of burning flesh knowing the pain is intense, but not as intense as the pain not being able to serve a Master in a slave’s rightful place

[08:20] Snow Songlark: takes in a deep breath, remember me own brandin last eve... takes me sissies hand...

 [08:21]  ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ  feels the pressure of the brand, then the pain and the smell of melting flesh, he bites down on his bottom lips hard, not wanting to scream, he taste blood, and unable to control himself contorts his face in agony and screams

[08:22] Jason looks away at the scream

 [08:23] meira closes her eyes, her thigh suddenly seeming to burn too as she remembers the unbelievable pain of her own branding

[08:23] Thor Hilltop: what a great boy he is

[08:23]  Kreios Ares  holds the brand in place while his lad squirms even in the tight bonds, before pulling the iron off his lad and carefully inspects the mark

[08:23]  null Aries fumbles with the salve in his pocket silk lining ready to help the healing process if so asked by the Master, smiles warmly at his brothers entrance into true ownership

[08:23] CДΓCH makes his hands in to fists... when he hears him scream... eyes closed for a second when his pressed his lips in to a thin line. knowing it would be worth it in the end when the pain had faded away and a brand was shown

[08:24] Kreios Ares lad, you are mine, now and forever, marked so that any man will see who owns you

[08:24] Snow Songlark whimpers and squeezes sissy’s hand

 [08:24] talora whispers... "Ouch... not so hard sister"

[08:25] Kreios Ares returns the cooling iron to the brazier before returning to let his lad off the cross

[08:25] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ whimpers "yes my Master"

[08:26] Kreios Ares unties the bonds that hold his shaking boy in place allowing him back down to the platform

 [08:26] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ falls to his kneels before collapsing to the platform

 [08:27]  Kreios Ares reaches into his pouch and pulls out the salve he had obtained from the green, and gently rubs a small amount into the brand

[08:27] null Aries: smiles thinking of the slave prayer, to make a Masters life complete as he makes a slave's complete

 [08:28] Kreios Ares carefully helps his boy back to his knees

[08:28] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ slowly sits, before going to his Master's feet

[08:28] talora: congratulations brother... ((Sorry i have to go... rl))

[08:28] talora wishes you well

[08:29] CДΓCH stretches his neck to get a glimpse of the fresh burned skin of his brother...

[08:30] Thor Hilltop: looks at boy's proud face and imagines the pain he has felt at the cross

[08:30]  Kreios Ares  I would like to thank you all for being here to support my boy in his final submission to me... it has been a long journey for him, and for me, to become the kajirus he is

[08:30] Mindi Kondor: Congrats Sir, and congrats boy ...wish you both well and a wonderful life together

[08:30] Kreios Ares smiles broadly

[08:30] null Aries: smiles to Master Kreios and his proud beast

[08:30] Kreios Ares looks down to his boy "what are you boy?

 [08:32] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ: I am a slave my Master

[08:32] Kreios Ares who’s slave are you?

 [08:32] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ: you slave my Master

[08:33] Kreios Ares smiles "good lad, mine"

[08:33] Kreios Ares well, I think a drink is in order

[08:33] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ: yes my Master

[08:33] Mrs. Joy Laurent: CONGRATULATIONS Kreios with your boy eve

[08:34] Snow Songlark: smiles big te evie

 [08:34] null Aries: giggles to Master's sudden need for refreshment, winks to Evaristus

[08:34] Angel smiles happily to Master and brother

 [08:34] Thor Hilltop: looks at both and knows it will last forever

 [08:35] CДΓCH raised both arms and lets out a cheerful ‘YAY’... then he clapped his hands

[08:35] ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ looks over at his brothers and then to his sister and weakly smiles

The Brand

Reflecting

looking back on the past few months, i am reflectiong back on my behaviors. Master Eden is correct. I am an appalling drama queen, i am not a pleasing beast. though i think i am being pleasing, and i strive to be the best beast i can be, i have to prove how smart i am and not live by the "seen not heard creed". Though i may feel others are incorrect in how they handle things, it doesnt mean they are. Gor is Gor, and shit is not fair here. I did get the chance to spend some some time as a free, and learned that not everyone can be a free, let alone a Master/Mistress. Though you may not agree with my conclusion, this is what i have come to

btb means
Free are never wrong, even when they are
Gor is Gor, and shit's just not fair.

I want to be the best beast i can be, and if i can accept that, then i can achieve what i strive for, and that's to please my Master, by pleasing those that stand with him. i pray to the PKs that i can, and i humbly appologize to anyone i may have pissed off by by my actions.

We're not in Kansas any more, Toto...

Ok, so i haven't kept you up to date on my journal, so i will try and get you up to speed in this entry. As you know, my Master freed me and that lasted all of 4 days. During that time as a free, i visited my brother's village, Noviminae. At first glance it looks a little too quiet, i am shown the outside fort, the outside tavern, Slaver's Island, yes folks theres an island in the middle of the village where the Slaver's Quarters are, along with the kennels and auction block. and then i am shown the villas. taking everything into consideration, and knowning my Master's frustration with finding housing in a village or city that has activity, i take a leap of faith and decide to move in... and it was one of the BEST decisions this beast made. i met several of the residents my first day there, when i was still free, and was welcomed warmly. Fast forward to yesterday when i re-submitted, and no one blinked and eye or treated me any differently((well you know what i mean)) my Master and his beast have been we truely accepted into this village. and this village i once thought was quiet is anything but. there has been excitement from day one. the most memorable one was today, when a naked traveler, so i gave him my silks to cover himself. well he took it upon himself to touch me where only my Master should, so i drew my bow and shot him, over and over again. my first capture in the new city. my newly captured pet,and i call him flower, collared to me til my Master can administer the punishment he deserves for assulting his property... he better pray to the PKs that my Master is having a good day when the time come...

The kajirus breaks free...

Since 9.4.11 i have been freed.  and the past few days have been fun playing dress up as a warrior, and this beast has learned alot during the few short((well actually they felt like they went on forever)).

1. It is alot harder to be a free than just ordering people around
2. just because you are free does not mean people treat you as such
3. i am NOT a free, and belong at my Master's feet

[2011/09/10 07:37]  ΣVAЯISTUƧ aka ΣVIΣ sees my Master standing at the door and i stand, kicking off my boots, i walk towards him, removing my shirt, and kilt. Then grabbing the collar from my waist, i put it around my neck. i untie my pants and let them fall before kneeling before him "my Master, i am not a free, i humbly come to your feet and ask to return to chain"
[2011/09/10 07:41]  Kreios Ares looks down at his boy, and pulls the key from his pouch and leans in close. He whispers in his ear "it is where you belong, mine" and with a movement born of practice swiftly closes the lock


So it is bak to how it should be. i am back at my Master's feet, and will once again seve him with the Honor, Pride, and Respect due to a warrior of Gor..

I love you my Master, yesterday, today, and tomorrow....

A sad day for both...

 -=: City of Tor Scribery :=-

 Certificate of release, and Elevation to Free Status:

This Document Presented by and Attested to by the Government of the City of Tor serves as Notice, and Official Recognition, of the Release of the Slave known as Evaristus from his state of Bondage, and Further recognizes, and Attests to the Elevation of the Afore named slave to the state, Rank, and title of Free man of Gor with all Rights Privilages, Duties, and Responsibilities Inherent in the Bearing of the Title.

I, Kreios Ares, Warrior of Tor and all lands under its Influence, on this 04 Sept, in the year of the Priest Kings 2011, Do hereby swear Release of the slave known as Evaristus, and relinquish All claims to, and Influence over the Afore mentioned slave. and further, Do Formally recognize, and support his Elevation to the Status of Free Man of Gor. 

Sealed by: Kreios Ares [KreiosAres Resident] Warrior

04 Sept 2011

I ,  Lady Kandy Savannah (kandyl.ghoststar) , Adminsitrator of Tor bear witness to the release, and Elevation to Free status of the slave Known as (Evaristus ) this (Sept 5th), in the year of the priest Kings 2011.

My seal:  Lady Kandy Savannah (kandyl.ghoststar) , QADI Magistrate of Tor

 (Sept 5th of 2011)

From this date Forward, Evaristus is a Free Man Until and Unless, at some later date his actions Warrant him return to Bondage.

With my Master's travels taking his away for longer and longer periods, and after a long discusion, evie has been granted his freedom from bondage to keep him safe during his Master's absences.. Evie has assured his master that once he returns, he will be back at his feet once more.

A Mother's Love

walking the the desert, evie happens upon a wild mother kaiila and two fouls drinking at an oasis just outside the City walls, finding a bit of shade evie sits and watches the mother and her babies, when out of the corner he spies a desert sleen stalking the animals.  Mother's instinct kicking in, the kaiila charges the beast to protect her young, giving them a chance to run to safety. evie ducks behind a rock and listens fearfully at the battle just a few meters away. after several minutes all goes quiet and evie carefully peeks over his hiding spot and sees that unfortunately the mother lost the battle and the sleen was now feasting. quickly scanning the area he doesn't see the fouls, but notices thier
tracks escape over the dune. Waiting til the sleen leaves, evie follows the tracks for
what seems like several ahns when he see the two colts huddled under some shade. Obviouslly
exausted, and dehydrated, the animals make no attempt to move allowing evie to securely
tie a lead around thier neck, and walking them back to my Master's home. Locating some food,
and a tub big enough to hold water. evie sits and watches the animals, hoping his Master
allows them to stay...

Home Sweet Home *UPDATED*

Whoever said that gay men love to decorate, well they are partially right. this beast DOES like to decorate, as long as things goes EXACTLY how i think it should. but this is my attempt with what i had available. this beast doesn't think it looks bad, but i am not the one that needs to be pleased. i will cross my fingers and hope my Master is pleased.

*UPDATED* Good news, Bad news time. Good news, my Master really liked it, Bad news, he decided the hous was WAY too primmy and decided to switch to a smaller house... Back to another day of decorating.